The Dog Woods smelled like freshly mown grass and yesterday’s rain. The sun was fully engaged in a tug-of-war with heavy clouds. The entire day had teetered between elements, as if nature herself hadn’t yet decided: would it be brightness or gloom, breeze or burn? The only thing certain was the shifting mood of it all.
Wally trotted ahead with his usual bounce, tail high and ears tuned to every rustle. I followed behind, quieter, letting the rhythm of his footsteps and my own carry me into that familiar green hush.
The Dog Woods are never truly still. Even in silence, something is always stirring. A flick of wing in the understory. The syncopated tap of a woodpecker echoing through the trees. The electric zip of a hummingbird zinging past, its wings a blur and its intentions always mysterious. A breeze rose from the nearby tideland, lifting the tips of the salal leaves and cooling the back of my neck. All of it—the birdsong, the scents, the shifting light—felt like an invitation to pay attention.
So I did.
Which is why it startled me when I nearly stepped on a small, dark something sprawled across the trail like a fallen twig. I froze mid-stride, the toe of my boot hovering above what I now realized was not a stick at all, but a salamander—or perhaps a newt, though the distinction escapes me.
It wasn’t moving. Not even a blink. Just resting there in plain sight—or rather, not in plain sight at all. Its four-inch body was perfectly camouflaged in the leaf litter, its mottled brown back blending perfectly with the path. I leaned down to get a better look, while Wally, oblivious, dashed ahead after some invisible excitement.
“Careful, buddy,” I called after him. “There’s treasure underfoot.”
I knelt and gently scooped the salamander into my palm. It was cool and damp, like a river stone, and surprisingly still—no flailing, no attempt to escape. Just quiet acceptance. As I turned it over, I may have snorted with delight…
Its underbelly blazed with color—an astonishing shade of orange, vibrant as firelight. It seemed to glow against the muted tones of the forest. I held this tiny ember in my palm, awestruck.
“Well, aren’t you a wonder,” I whispered.
This little creature, plain as bark from above, carried a hidden sunset beneath. A flare of brilliance, kept secret until revealed. I placed it gently beneath the ferns at the trail’s edge and watched it disappear into the green. Then I stood for a moment longer than necessary, feeling oddly moved.
I thought about that salamander (newt?) all the way home. Not about how close I had come to stepping on it, but about what it had shown me—that there is often something extraordinary tucked just beneath the surface, something worth discovering if we are willing to look closely. Evolved not for show but for shelter, its mottled back let it vanish into leaf and loam but its radiance, once revealed, was unforgettable.
And then the metaphor arrived, as they always do if given space to land.
How many of us carry our brightest colors tucked away? How many of us have vivid bellies—flashes of genius, humor, tenderness, originality—that we rarely reveal? We learn, often too early, that visibility can be risky, so we fold inward. We wrap ourselves in practicality and politeness. We dull our shine to fit in, to keep the peace, to avoid scrutiny.
But what if the thing that makes us truly remarkable is the very thing we tend to hide?
What if that orange belly is not a warning or a liability, but a kind of quiet anthem? A signal that says: I am here. I am radiant. I am uniquely made. What if our boldness isn’t something to conceal, but something to celebrate?
The world doesn’t need more sameness. It needs more of our weirdness, our wild ideas, our glowing edges. It needs our bright bellies—those unexpected sparks that catch the light and make others pause.
So let us roll over. Let us show what is true and bright and wholly ours. Let us become, in our own way, astonishing.
Because when we show up in full color, we’re not just expressing ourselves. We’re reminding the world how much beauty lives beneath the surface—how much wonder waits in each of us, eager to be seen.
Wear your bright belly out. Let it blaze.
You never know who might stop and whisper, “Well, aren’t you a wonder.”
I love your writing! I think that critter was probably a newt, though they’re close cousins of salamanders so what does it matter? I’ve had many pet newts (Sir Isaac Newt, Wayne Newt, Olivia Newt ‘n’ John, etc.) and thoroughly enjoyed them. One day I saw one of a pair flexing its jaws as if about the vomit. Concerned, I zoomed in to check. Noticed she (arbitrary genderification) was shedding, and her skin was stuck around her head. She was trying to get it off by flexing her jaws. Soon her mate (?) came to her rescue and pulled the dead skin off. Co-operation on that level of life forms really impressed me.
I can’t think of any bright belly attributes I might share, but just recently a younger woman told me that if I ever do stand-up comedy, she’ll co
me to my show!
Keep up the writing!
Carol